so i am now planning my graduation party.

i have invited a  bout 50 people in total ( not counting my family) and the funny thing is... one person i really don't like ( i invited out of civilness because she invited me to hers' ) said she is coming, the other one I invited ( because i was invited to hers' ) said maybe. Gah i don't know why i'm being a baby about it but now i feel like i need to shape up and look better cause if i don't they are going to say a bunch of shit about me. I know i should say what the fuck ever but that's really not who i am at all. I'll think about it all the time. FUCKKKKK

 i hate my life . . . .